Initiation
The art of conscious creating aka karmic enlightenment
Here we go….
A sprinkling of stardust:
Deep dive into the first article. Where to start? Tricky at this time of year with so much Virgo energy and my karmic threads being pulled. The lunar eclipse in Pisces at 15 degrees is starting to pulse and pull me into it’s depths. This is a stellar moment and a window of opportunity. The curtain is being drawn back to glimpse our soul path.
Inside Degrees Article on 15 degrees.
This is shining a spotlight on my Saturn in Pisces at 15 degrees in my first house ~ the place of our Mission Impossible, should we choose to accept it. I just completed my second Saturn return at 60 years old. I share this pattern with my son and I became a mother for the first time at 29. This is also when my Nan left the earth. She is a very significant ancestor and I am following her life-path in many ways. Becoming a mother transformed me and my perception of the world on every level. Birthing is a very significant pattern and a key place to explore in our healing journey.
Inside degrees Article on 15 degrees Virgo
The eclipse is also triggering my Pluto in Virgo at 15 degrees in my 7th house of relationship.
I learned about the significance of the 15th degree this week. This is with an emphasis on the fixed signs of Taurus, Leo, Aquarius and Scorpio. (This is not relevant to me at this time but profoundly relevant to my Hubbie. Know that when we are open, everything shows up at the perfect time. The Universe is a spiral which is a very different way of being to the linear mind).
My mum had North Node in Virgo at 29 degrees. My Venus is in Virgo at 29 degrees.
My Nan had North Node in Pisces and Chiron in Pisces at 15 degrees. Wow the web is being revealed. This is a laser focus in my work; Ancestral Alchemy. Family constellations expand our awareness into seeing our bigger picture.
The second new moon will be at this anaretic degree. This is a critical degree. In this lifetime we can go beyond this learning and move on, if we do what it takes.
The last time this double new moon happened, at these degrees, was in 2006. Just before I started my training as a holistic therapist. I was 41. A time of aligning with our spiritual path. The Uranus opposition. At this time our kundalini is pulled up our spine, highlighting anything that is out of synch with our path. Uranus in Pisces was happening then. Our dream and our vision that brought us here to planet earth. I was gifted a book about this by a new friend. Barbara Hand Clow was speaking to my soul even though my mind did not understand. Here is another magical rabbit hole if you choose to explore.
2015 was another very significant time. What was happening for you back then in these times? We are re-visiting them now with supercharged energy. The Universal evolutionary resonance is on full blaze. It is burning off anything that is causing us to lag behind the cosmic programme. We are jettisoning the crustaceans acquired in our swim up the birth canal. The squeeze feels painful at times and literally changes the shape of our head from the inside out.
When I met my husband in 2018, at a full moon in Virgo, there were two full moons back then. It was a very special time in the Universe.
I recently looked back at old emails and found lots of interesting articles.
Here is one of them; Article by Astro Butterfly
Once upon a time, I had no intellectual awareness of this and yet I would really feel it. Since moving to Glastonbury in the UK, in 2011, I awakened to remembering this cosmic art.
I am writing these stories to share with my tribe and paint a picture of redemption.
The intention is to illuminate, how these ancient frameworks can soothe the rite of passage we are birthing into now.
I was on supercharge connection to source in Glastonbury. It is the heart chakra and currently the third eye of the world. 52 ley lines and a zodiac on the landscape. I did not know that before I was drawn in.
I started writing my blogs and living my life in a different way. It was transformation on steroids.
My blogs and website:
Article about leylines by Palden
Hermetica…..
This art is about remembering. The process of being an alchemist is what the Age of Aquarius is truly about. Although air is the element, the highest vibration of it is to rise above the limitations of the corrupted mindset of ages past, through transmuting the waters. Healing key emotional stories, that we have inherited from our ancestors, is the initial step. They are in our genes and part of our earthly script. Blessing and loving our emotional body inside, allows the oceans to be cleansed outside. Literally our world starts to change. We rewire our circuits. This is not new. Shamans have done this for aeons. This is now becoming accessible to all those willing to do the work and there are new frameworks available. My focus is on becoming consciously aware of what created wounding and how to heal it, then sharing that. Our future is intrinsically woven into this.
Cosmology is a whole process and engages mind, body and spirit. Wherever we intuitively feel to start is the perfect place.
As I stepped on my path, cognitively connecting to the stars in this incarnation, I was amazed by what unfolded and I trusted the process. Most of all I noticed how I felt…
Something inside me ignited and my soul soared. I felt plugged in. My circuits lit up and I felt like a child again. My wonder in the world was renewed. I was always lost in books about magical adventures. What I learned was the limitless of learning about Cosmology and healing arts. I signed up for different courses and became a student of many approaches.
How does learning about Cosmology assist us at this birthing time?
First of all I believe the initiate has to be open-minded. It is usually natural for a seeker to have this golden thread. We don’t know what we don’t know right?
Building the trust muscle is essential for the human being who is seeking to evolve.
Becoming comfortable with the uncomfortable.
Feeling rather than thinking to avoid emotional pain is truly a discipline. It is step one for the initiate.
Certain times of the year are really aligned with that process and our ancestors knew that. Hence we know that, once we unearth it from our biological archives. This is why we have to face our fears, because that is where the treasure is. As we rediscover these perfectly crafted containers of the cosmos, we can tune in and see how the starry skies are illuminating our path and spiritual journey.
I resisted Cosmology for a long time…
I knew about synchronicity when I was 18 and found patterns in my library books. Part of us is always on board and on line. Being able to hear the guidance is the mastery.
I looked for alternative ways to live and left the UK for Crete in 1986. This opened my eyes. It set the scene for my future although I did not realise it for many years. I did something that I was afraid of and that was different to most of my contemporaries.
I set sail to strange lands and later, when I had access to decoders and maps of my natal chart, I could see that this had never been random. It was destiny. My 21st was a milestone. A surprise party with my parents and friends. I felt anything was possible at that time. Ultimately though I returned to my old life for many years. In Greece I felt a return to my homeland. Over many years and trips around the globe, I know this to be a past life reconnection where I have experienced an emotional reaction. In Ireland for example, it was very strong as I travelled to sacred sites.
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Persephone Path
In 2012 I started groups for women. I didn’t know a lot about astrology back then. I trusted my guidance and learned as I wrote the courses. It was based on Greek Myth and asteroids in the chart. The Persephone Path was it’s name. I did not realise until much later, that Persephone is linked to the North Node in our chart. This is revisited every 18.5 years. It was a revelation. It came in at the perfect time. A higher wisdom was guiding my workshop content. I also discovered Thoth Tarot.
The Tzolkin entered my world in 2010.
The snow fell in Northern England. We were cut off from the world. None of my therapies were accessible by foot. I went online to future proof this as I had no income. My Aquarius in Lilith and Rising are the future planner and maverick in me.
I went on a platform and met someone who changed my life. As often happens, something that seems like a crisis is actually a ladder to a different realm. This man fulfilled a dream come true for me as the manifestation of my ideal client. He came from distant lands to use another ancient alchemical tool I specialised in. I had long been a student of Psychology.
I branched out into NLP ( Neuro Linguistic Programming) and this introduced me to different genius methods of healing, crafted by individuals who shone in their field. One that really caught my eye was Carlos Casteneda, another was Virginia Satir. Follow their cosmic cookie trail if they feel like a connection for you.
As I was learning this I discovered Emotional Freedom Technique (aka tapping). This literally blew my mind and rewired my body. I vanquished a migraine in 2 minutes. The NLP training I chose was one of the most wonderful times of my life. I learned a huge amount about myself and how to unpick the design and construct of the human being, I had become. I learned how to apply this with others. I started my Skywalker process.
When this number 9 came into my life, I was completely unaware of what he told me about the Mayan prophecy of 2012. When he explained about my Galactic Signature, I did not understand the language. The message resonated as it was totally accurate. As a Blue Solar Hand, I had just begun a 13 year cycle of healing arts and shaping my destiny. I resisted the framework at that time. I moved to Glastonbury in 2011, went to a workshop and got my first calendar. This was to blow my mind again. It was the perfect date. I did not understand the significance until many years later. My Skywalker programme was uploaded and I started to unlearn how to live so I could rebirth myself and synchronise with the cosmic wisdom.
I started a relationship with this calendar and have intuitively been guided by it every day. As I healed my emotional stories and helped others heal theirs, my Aquarius cup was constantly emptied and refilled with the wisdom of the Universe. The Tzolkin, aka The Dreamspell, reveals the Universal process on a daily basis. It reveals our path and our tribe. It was created for this time of transformation. It unveils the miracles that are all around us when we are ready to see them.
I feel I am ready to start to share the framework now after nearly 15 years of experiential learning. It is limitless, so again, it can be challenging to begin. I feel a responsibility for teaching these powerful frameworks; to be in a place of grace and groundedness. This is sacred soul-work. My aim is to use clean language and be mindful of the nature of this process. To each person the revelations are unique. Virgo energy can aid us focus on the intricate details. This is the nature of our star network embroidery. We are seamstresses of our light language.
The online course and school are in process. I am creating a community of support to navigate through the birth canal of rebirthing our human story. My journey has been tumultuous since 2020 and I crossed continents to reposition myself. This is shared by many humans at this time. We have to be in spaces that support our patterns and next steps. The crucibles are reforming at light-speed as more souls come online. This is already written. I haven’t had much energy to share or create beyond navigating the essentials. It has been a profound ending of worlds. Both my parents have left the earthly realm and many of my friends.I have learned a lot and felt the loss of my tribe.
If you are reading this I guess it is true for you too. I feel you and send you love. We can do this. It is the unravelling and remaking of us. We are tempering our warrior of the heart in the galactic centre.
Old worlds and magical times being birthed from the ashes.
Having these tools has helped me navigate in many different ways. Magically the synchronicities arise and the mechanics of the Goddess returning to balance are unveiled.
In the Tzolkin framework we are in the 52 day process of Red Earth. This is the 17th sign of 20 signs.
The guiding planet energy is Uranus and we have illumination happening in Gemini.
Knowing what your Uranus is could be transformative for you, particularly if you are around 41 as you may be experiencing seismic shifts in your life. Having your Cosmology revealed can feel comforting as you realise it is a natural Universal event that is aiming to get you on your soul path.
I began this article on day 10 ~ manifestation day. This is White Planetary Worldbridger. The day where we see what is in our holograph of existence. The planet is Mars.
How we take action to let go of these old worlds so that new ones can begin.
In the Tzolkin framework you can calculate when this is in your life.
For me I was 27 and moving to the City of London. Learning about City life and corporate greed. I could easily be manipulated by an ancient slavery pattern through my naiveté. The Fool. This was my experiential apprenticeship into the distortions of human beings over millenia.
This letting of old world beliefs and behaviours happens through our personal internal process and has long been a secret in the mystery schools.
This requires an understanding of how our flight/flight/freeze mechanisms work.
This is where we are often, literally stuck in the past in an old story.
Learning how to do this literally changes our day to day experience. We time travel and release the emotion and energy holding us in a place that our higher self cannot go to.
We learn how today is often a projection of the past. The universe presents the problem over and over until we heal it. This is why we see these old stories playing out on the world stage.
Cosmic Tip:
The problem is the solution.
Notice today how you feel good, calm, grounded and are feeling safe and enjoying life. This is the on track version of you. The recipe for creating heaven on earth.
Notice where you feel ungrounded and unsafe. Be aware of what is creating that.
Write it down.
This is the lead into gold.
When I was making this new blog, I trusted my Goddess guidance.
I am on several groups and communities for Cosmology and gardening. I find people who have a connection. I love this process. The divine timing is revealed.
One lady was on an astrology group and had the same Mayan Signature as my Grandad and lived near a part of the world I had visited often. Her birthday was the start of this cycle. 25 March 2025 was when it began.
Over the past couple of weeks I have done charts for people who were involved in other parts of my life. The owner of metal building supplies, very similar chart to my husband and son and experiencing similar life paths to them right now.
This has happened hundreds of times, with people from all over the world. I absolutely know that this is a wonderful time for us all even though it is often a dark walk in the woods in our shadow stories. We see the wolf behind grandma’s eyes. The journey can be isolating and lonely. It can be a bleak and nihilistic landscape littered with narcissists who do not want to feel. As empaths this can be a scourge. It is an essential trial of passage. This is what our ancestors journeyed through and how they developed their sixth sense in order to survive.
I know we go so far forward in the cycle and then we journey back. This is so we can achieve our spiritual mission.
In lak’esh is a Mayan expression.
It means; I am another you.
My life has been extremely challenging at many points. It is part of the journey at this time. Everyone I have the honour to work with has shown me this truth.
In the Kabbalah system this is a hugely important time of year.
It is a divinely aligned time to write down what has caused us anguish and let it all out.
The detail is important. This is the power of Virgo.
To let go of keeping it stuck in our mind is essential to be emotionally free.
Physical illness begins with mental illness.
Feeling worried, holding on. The wounded part of us stays trapped in time.
We are only here for a brief chapter and yet what we do in life echoes in eternity.
We can live a wonderful life and thrive now no matter what has happened.
When we realise how we made these choices, we can forgive and let go.
We cannot change the past, we can change how we feel about it and this is the essential edit.
I complete this first essay in Blue Spectral Hand on the day of the eclipse. Today we look back over the last 11 days to heal and release and this is the true process. We let go. As we let go we step through a gateway and experience something lighter and brighter. In the letting go of our hurt we don’t have to keep travelling that particular pathway. We create new beliefs borne of galactic consciousness. We surrender to a limitless wisdom that is the Universe. We are part of that unity. It is our mind and our distortions about hurtful experiences that keep us feeling separate.
It is Sunday September the 7th 2025. I have learned a lot creating this blog. I hope you will be inspired to do this for yourself. Create a blog about you and your journey.
You can look back over time and see your personal journey unfold and teach yourself. When times are dark you will remember it is all worth it.
You are worth it.
We are the treasure and the love we seek. We are the twin flame and the prize in the game. We are the beauty and the sanctuary space.
Click our heels Dorothy. Know that we are home. The times that we don’t feel that or believe that we are, is where the next step is.
The darkness within holds the immeasurable light of our new world.
Please share your stories with me. Let’s build together.